Joy. It's 7.3 Fahrenheit outside as I write this.
Another !@#$%& contactor has crapped out up in NH and they can't get the station into day mode. I told them they can stay in night mode until Friday, when I'm free to come up and deal with it, or I can come up tomorrow (Wednesday) evening after I'm done at WUMB. They said it can wait until Friday.
This was a lousy holiday season just ended. I wish it were Lent already.
A radio tribute
Dec. 8th, 2013 10:21 pmWHRB's David Elliott included this tribute to Marion in his Saturday afternoon vocal music program yesterday (if that link doesn't work, try this one).
Today would have been Marion's 52nd birthday. She was looking forward to visiting a friend in Maine for a few days, and to the upcoming release of the new Hobbit movie.
Something happened on WHRB this afternoon that would have had her laughing hysterically. The announcer found himself unable to cope with the sudden loss of audio on the station, and went on the air with a long, rambling apology, first for the dead air and then for not knowing anything about classical music, which he had to play until the start of the next Orgy® program. I can hear her delightful laughter.
I miss her.
The saddest homecoming of my life
Nov. 30th, 2013 08:20 pmI wasn't supposed to be home today. We had planned to stay in Binghamton until tomorrow afternoon.
This was going to be a fun weekend. Marion was really looking forward to it. She brought some gingerbread mix and some of her favorite videos to share with my family.
I've placed her things in her room. I will call her father tomorrow and ask if he and her stepmother want them sent to New Jersey.
My brother and I put up one of the suet bricks Marion had brought along for the birds in my father's back yard. She loved watching the birds and the squirrels come to my father's back porch for peanuts and the like.
The old suet brick that had been there since our last visit over Columbus Day weekend had not been entirely consumed, so I left it on the porch. A squirrel dragged it away. Marion would have laughed with childlike delight at the sight of it. I can still hear her laughter in my head.
Marion and I were never lovers, but she was the love of my life. I'm going to miss her as long as I live.
This was going to be a fun weekend. Marion was really looking forward to it. She brought some gingerbread mix and some of her favorite videos to share with my family.
I've placed her things in her room. I will call her father tomorrow and ask if he and her stepmother want them sent to New Jersey.
My brother and I put up one of the suet bricks Marion had brought along for the birds in my father's back yard. She loved watching the birds and the squirrels come to my father's back porch for peanuts and the like.
The old suet brick that had been there since our last visit over Columbus Day weekend had not been entirely consumed, so I left it on the porch. A squirrel dragged it away. Marion would have laughed with childlike delight at the sight of it. I can still hear her laughter in my head.
Marion and I were never lovers, but she was the love of my life. I'm going to miss her as long as I live.
Furniture and the rearranging thereof
Nov. 24th, 2013 04:52 pmI moved the table out of my bedroom and into the other one. Now there is a lot of stuff I have to find places for. The HD Radio is going into the other room. The big speakers are going either upstairs or downstairs, as I don't have space for them in my room. Then I have things like an Otari MX5050 reel-to-reel tape deck and two 360 Systems Digicarts. They may stay where they are for the moment.
I also opened up the back of the clothes dryer and vacuumed all the lint out of it. There was rather a lot.
On the way home from church I heard the Memorial Church choir singing "We Gather Together" on WHRB. I wonder if they're aware of that hymn's checkered past -- its use by the Germans (and earlier, the Dutch) to celebrate military victories. It figures prominently in the "Das Deutsche Wochenschau" newsreel Goebbels put out in 1940 announcing the fall of France.
The truth is not out there
Nov. 22nd, 2013 04:02 pmThe nature of conspiracies is that they are hard to keep secret forever. They tend to come to light. For instance, the scope of the 1605 conspiracy to blow up King James I in Parliament is well known. So is the conspiracy against Adolf Hitler that led to the unsccessful assassination attempt of July 20, 1944. The greater the number of individuals involved, the harder it is to keep a plot secret. We know all about the Katyn massacre of March 1940, despite the best efforts of one of the most paranoid secret police organizations in history.
Yet in the fifty years that have passed since the assassination of President Kennedy, no real evidence of any conspiracy has come to light. The most likely explanation is that there was none, and Lee Harvey Oswald acted alone, just as the Warren commission said he did.
I cannot help thinking that had President Kennedy lived to complete his term in office, the world would be unimaginably different from the one we know today.
I spent this afternoon at WHRB instead of making bread. On the plus side, I no longer have a dead server sitting on my living room floor; however, it wasn't what I had planned for this weekend.
Actually, I had planned to deal with the server last weekend, but they didn't get the disk drives I needed until yesterday.
I'm unhappy with the recording I made of the Evensong we did last week with the kids from St. Paul's School. There seems to be no way to get the balance I want from a pair of microphones in front of a choir in that sanctuary. Go here to hear some of the recording (warning: the .wav files are rather large).
The ever increasing darkness at this time of year is starting to get to me. When I get up tomorrow, it will be pitch black outside. It'll still be pitch black when I get to the radio station du jour, which is in the subbasement of a university library. When I come out tomorrow afternoon, it will be pitch black out. I won't see daylight until Tuesday.
Actually, I had planned to deal with the server last weekend, but they didn't get the disk drives I needed until yesterday.
I'm unhappy with the recording I made of the Evensong we did last week with the kids from St. Paul's School. There seems to be no way to get the balance I want from a pair of microphones in front of a choir in that sanctuary. Go here to hear some of the recording (warning: the .wav files are rather large).
The ever increasing darkness at this time of year is starting to get to me. When I get up tomorrow, it will be pitch black outside. It'll still be pitch black when I get to the radio station du jour, which is in the subbasement of a university library. When I come out tomorrow afternoon, it will be pitch black out. I won't see daylight until Tuesday.
The problem with Veterans' Day
Nov. 11th, 2013 08:11 pmThe premise is sound enough: let's take a day to remember those who fought, and in many cases died, to protect our homeland, our communities, and our way of life. My father, for instance, was an infantryman in General Patton's Third Army, and fought at The Bulge and the Siegfried Line. The enemy he faced was perhaps the most profoundly evil force in human history, Nazi Germany. My father survived the war and is now in his 90th year of life, but many of his comrades were not so lucky. Do they not deserve the honor and remembrance of a grateful nation? Of course they do.
But what about the other wars -- wars fought not to defend anyone's home or loved ones, but to rob other peoples of their lands, resources, or sovereignty? How are the men and women who fight in these wars much different from the German soldiers my father fought? And if we honor such veterans, what about the 100,000+ Iraqi and Afghan civilians and as many as as three million Vietnamese who died at their hands? If Americans killed more Indochinese civilians than Pol Pot, one of the most infamous mass killers of the twentieth century, how is our celebration of Veterans' Day much different from Japan's Yasukuni Shrine, which honors the soldiers and sailors who died in that country's wars of aggression?
The eleventh of November was originally Armistice Day, commemorating the armistice that ended World War I ninety-five years ago. The first World War was perhaps the most senseless war ever fought, a war no one wanted that mowed down an entire generation of Europe's youth and accomplished nothing but to abolish the old imperial regimes and unleash nationalist and irredentist movements that would give rise to fascism. The end of such a war deserves remembrance, lest anything like it ever be allowed to break out again. Yet today I head nothing about it on my radio, where the talk was all of Afghanistan, Iraq, and the Persian Gulf.
Next year will mark 100 years since the start of the first World War and the battles of the Marne and Tannenberg. Let us hope that those anniversaries get at least as much attention as those of the American Civil War 150 years ago have got.
But what about the other wars -- wars fought not to defend anyone's home or loved ones, but to rob other peoples of their lands, resources, or sovereignty? How are the men and women who fight in these wars much different from the German soldiers my father fought? And if we honor such veterans, what about the 100,000+ Iraqi and Afghan civilians and as many as as three million Vietnamese who died at their hands? If Americans killed more Indochinese civilians than Pol Pot, one of the most infamous mass killers of the twentieth century, how is our celebration of Veterans' Day much different from Japan's Yasukuni Shrine, which honors the soldiers and sailors who died in that country's wars of aggression?
The eleventh of November was originally Armistice Day, commemorating the armistice that ended World War I ninety-five years ago. The first World War was perhaps the most senseless war ever fought, a war no one wanted that mowed down an entire generation of Europe's youth and accomplished nothing but to abolish the old imperial regimes and unleash nationalist and irredentist movements that would give rise to fascism. The end of such a war deserves remembrance, lest anything like it ever be allowed to break out again. Yet today I head nothing about it on my radio, where the talk was all of Afghanistan, Iraq, and the Persian Gulf.
Next year will mark 100 years since the start of the first World War and the battles of the Marne and Tannenberg. Let us hope that those anniversaries get at least as much attention as those of the American Civil War 150 years ago have got.
Remember, remember
Nov. 5th, 2013 10:43 am...the fifth of November, the gunpowder treason and plot.
I know of no reason why gunpowder treason should ever be forgot.
What might the world be like had Guy Fawkes succeeded in blowing up Parliament and King James I/VI?
A regency would have been set up for his son Charles I, who was only five years old. There would be no King James Bible. There might not have been an English civil war, a Commonwealth, or a Protectorate.
The Puritans might never have come to Massachusetts, and their descendants, including me, wouldn't be here. Nor would my alma mater, nor the town where I live, nor anywhere I've ever lived except New Orleans.
The modern world would be unrecognizable.
We might all be speaking French. Quelle horreur!
I know of no reason why gunpowder treason should ever be forgot.
What might the world be like had Guy Fawkes succeeded in blowing up Parliament and King James I/VI?
A regency would have been set up for his son Charles I, who was only five years old. There would be no King James Bible. There might not have been an English civil war, a Commonwealth, or a Protectorate.
The Puritans might never have come to Massachusetts, and their descendants, including me, wouldn't be here. Nor would my alma mater, nor the town where I live, nor anywhere I've ever lived except New Orleans.
The modern world would be unrecognizable.
We might all be speaking French. Quelle horreur!
I'm on a boat
Oct. 18th, 2013 08:45 amOn this spectacular fall day in New England, I am off to Block Island to work on a couple of transmitters.
If I haven't been posting much lately, it's because I've been very busy. One radio station is being sold, and two others bought; UMass Boston is setting up a student station; and there is Drama happening.
If I haven't been posting much lately, it's because I've been very busy. One radio station is being sold, and two others bought; UMass Boston is setting up a student station; and there is Drama happening.
Two hundred years ago today
Oct. 18th, 2013 08:44 amOn October 18, 1813 the battle of Leipzig, also known as the Battle of Nations, ended with the defeat of Napoleon by his enemies, the Sixth Coalition, and the expulsion of France from Germany. France itself would fall in the spring of 1814, and Napoleon would be exiled to Elba.
Able was I ere I saw Elba.
Able was I ere I saw Elba.
"The Pope, he leads a jolly life"
Sep. 28th, 2013 06:28 pmThere is an old student song my father used to sing called "The Pope"; it starts out:
"The Pope, he leads a jolly life (jolly life);
He's free from every care and strife (care and strife);
He drinks the best of Rhenish wi-i-ine;
I would the Pope's gay life were mine."
I just discovered that it is actually a translaton of an eighteenth century German song by one Christian Ludwig Noack, "Papst und Sultan".
Cool, huh?
"The Pope, he leads a jolly life (jolly life);
He's free from every care and strife (care and strife);
He drinks the best of Rhenish wi-i-ine;
I would the Pope's gay life were mine."
I just discovered that it is actually a translaton of an eighteenth century German song by one Christian Ludwig Noack, "Papst und Sultan".
Cool, huh?
The state of me
Sep. 21st, 2013 08:31 amI'm still wrestling with the third of three radio station crises this week: not one, but two crashed file servers at a station which shall not be named. I was able to recover a backup of their data, but it is from last December, when they last did a backup.
Person X doesn't like my house. She keeps telling me that it "has no intrinsic value". Well, my dear, if you were contemplating moving in with me, your opinion might matter, but snce you aren't, STFU. The house has value to me because it's where I live, and it's paid for. I don't give a rat's ass what you or anyone else thinks of it.
No, I'm not in a very good mood today.
Person X doesn't like my house. She keeps telling me that it "has no intrinsic value". Well, my dear, if you were contemplating moving in with me, your opinion might matter, but snce you aren't, STFU. The house has value to me because it's where I live, and it's paid for. I don't give a rat's ass what you or anyone else thinks of it.
No, I'm not in a very good mood today.
No weekend for me
Sep. 15th, 2013 06:03 amI have been working all weekend trying to get the Block Island station back on the air after a nasty computer crash. The backup system on the island didn't work, and the secondary backup, whih hadn't been tested in a while, also proved useless.
I already made one trip out there Friday; today I'm taking a rebuilt system out there to install -- assuming it works.
I have a houseguest, my friend M from New York, staying with me for a few days. The last time M was here it was Dover, NH that went off the air.
I'm feeling frustrated, exhausted, depressed, and inadequate. Work is eating my life. I can't complain to M because M can't get enough work and is about to lose her home, nor to R, another friend who is unemployed and even more depressed. I have to be seen as marching eagerly forward with a smile on my face. .
I spent the summer in the company of sexy women who desire my company but not me. My house is a mess, and I can't find the time to do anything about it. I can't even make an appointment to have the basement door or the chimney fixed, because the only free days I have are Saturday and Sunday, and often not even those.
It's time to put a smile on my face, get up and head for the ferry. Решение 25-ого съезда КПСС -- выполным!
I already made one trip out there Friday; today I'm taking a rebuilt system out there to install -- assuming it works.
I have a houseguest, my friend M from New York, staying with me for a few days. The last time M was here it was Dover, NH that went off the air.
I'm feeling frustrated, exhausted, depressed, and inadequate. Work is eating my life. I can't complain to M because M can't get enough work and is about to lose her home, nor to R, another friend who is unemployed and even more depressed. I have to be seen as marching eagerly forward with a smile on my face. .
I spent the summer in the company of sexy women who desire my company but not me. My house is a mess, and I can't find the time to do anything about it. I can't even make an appointment to have the basement door or the chimney fixed, because the only free days I have are Saturday and Sunday, and often not even those.
It's time to put a smile on my face, get up and head for the ferry. Решение 25-ого съезда КПСС -- выполным!
Just so you know
Sep. 3rd, 2013 07:05 amI think the President's proposal to attack Syria is insane, and see nothing good coming from it. This attack has no legitimate military purpose that I can see, and seems to be intended to make the Obama administration look tough. That's a poor excuse to kill people, and this man's hands are already drenched in blood from his other adventures.
I was already deeply disappointed in Barack Obama; historians are going to have a field day speculating on how such a brilliant person could turn out to be so ineffective as a President.
I'm starting to think the boys need to have their toys taken away. Millions for defense, but not one cent for aggression.
I was already deeply disappointed in Barack Obama; historians are going to have a field day speculating on how such a brilliant person could turn out to be so ineffective as a President.
I'm starting to think the boys need to have their toys taken away. Millions for defense, but not one cent for aggression.
A frustrating summer
Sep. 3rd, 2013 06:57 amI suppose I should be glad that it's over, because this has been one of the most frustrating summers of my life. To add insult to injury, my laptop died Saturday morning as I was preparing to leave to visit my father. I ended up ordering a new one, which should be here later this week. But I have spent an insane amount of money in the last couple months, and I'll have two large tax bills coming due this month, so I am not happy about having to buy a laptop. My car required more than a thousand dollars of work on Friday.
I never got to the beach. Maybe next year.
I never got to the beach. Maybe next year.
55 years ago today
Aug. 14th, 2013 07:01 pmMy uncle John, returning home from a business trip to Europe, boarded KLM Flight 607-E bound from Shannon, Ireland to Gander, Newfoundland. He and 98 others on the Super Constellation died when the plane crashed into the Atlantic Ocean shortly after take-off.
My parents brought me, then barely a year old, from Missouri, where we were then living, to my grandparents' house in Wellesley, where they got the news. I only got to know my uncle through his books and the wonderful machines my grandparents kept in his room, which they maintained as long as they lived. He was an inventor and tinkerer who ran a small plastics factory in Leominster, and the books in his room told fascinating tales of the rise of great industries, especially railroads. A great big brass scale steam locomotive stood in a glass case in his room for many years; it had been custom built by a man named George Whitney, an early steam automobile pioneer who was a good friend of my uncle's and lived to be more than a hundred years old.
For years afterward my mother would never get on a plane. The long cross-country train trips we took when I was little left me with a passionate love of trains and train travel.
My parents brought me, then barely a year old, from Missouri, where we were then living, to my grandparents' house in Wellesley, where they got the news. I only got to know my uncle through his books and the wonderful machines my grandparents kept in his room, which they maintained as long as they lived. He was an inventor and tinkerer who ran a small plastics factory in Leominster, and the books in his room told fascinating tales of the rise of great industries, especially railroads. A great big brass scale steam locomotive stood in a glass case in his room for many years; it had been custom built by a man named George Whitney, an early steam automobile pioneer who was a good friend of my uncle's and lived to be more than a hundred years old.
For years afterward my mother would never get on a plane. The long cross-country train trips we took when I was little left me with a passionate love of trains and train travel.